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Birthday: 8/4/1985
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Tuesday, December 14, 2004

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This is one of the most depressing days of life. My good friend, probably my best friend here in college got arrested this morning. All because we got drunk on thursday night to blow off some steam from class. I know your thinking "Well he just got caught drinking underage." heh yeah, that would have been nice. I passed out in my room a half-hour before this all went down. Well thats how it started he got caught being a drunken asshole. When they police took him into our public safety office he procceded to escape when the left him alone and the door open behind him.While fleeing in the parking lot. One office grabed his neck  (leaving horrible scratches on his neck) Jon then procceded to bite two officers takeing him back into the public safety building. While there jon just dug himself deeper and deeper. He and Miranda (who picked him up) were told that Jon was just going to be charged with dissorderly conduct. And Jon was set free. For out the last 4 days me and jon hung as we do normally and he had no worries about picking up a fine for his drunken conduct.

Well that all changed today. Jon was arrested this morning around 11:45 at his dorm room while he was still in bed only in his boxers. When the police woke him up they wouldn't even let him put his own clothes on they had to be givin to him by an officer. The officers apparently were expecting him to attack them and took full precausions. The cuffed him, read him his rights, and shoved him into their police car, with Jon in tears.

I went to public saftey at 3:15 after working the desk. I found out that Jon was being charged with 4 felonys; 3 counts of assaulting an officer, terroristic threats, giving false information, public drunkeness, and possesion of alcohol by a minor. By the time I arrived at public saftey his Jon was already in jail. His court date is the 28th of January. And here is the worst part, his bail was set for $25,000 something his parents cannot afford.

In closeing I would like to tip my hat to our proud officers of public safety of California Pennsylvania for catching and putting away the most dangerous man on campus, you fucking assholes. I hope you rot in hell.

Stay strong Jon I will smoke a pack of ciggarettes just for you. See you on the outside...      


Tuesday, December 07, 2004

You know what I hate, people who can't seem say enough times that they love their significant other or who don't have a significant other and how they are never going to find love.They only protest their love on sites such as this one or on their AIM profile and or Away Message. There is never a good medium with idiots nowadays. Seriously how many people give a fuck if your in love or not.

How many people have ever said "Hey your in love with someone, I think your cool and want to be your friend", guess what no one has.What do you achieve by letting all of your fucking friends and  know your in love. You should be be saying this to one person alone YOUR SIGNIFICANT OTHER. Are you protesting this throughout the internet because you are trying to make up for the lack of love in ones realtionship. Or are you really that concided. Or are you that fucking dull that the only thing in your life that has any revelance is your relationship. You people make me sick to my stomach. I feel that many will agree with me on subject. I've been with my girlfriend for around 8 months, yet somehow I don't feel the need to force the fact that I love her down peoples throats. You know why because no one really cares, and guess what thats the way it should be. The only people who should care are me and her, its our fucking business and no one elses

Yet I have to admit I do recieve some comfort when I read these love proclaimations on the internet. I've found out the ones who are quick to write about how much the love someone soon turn into the people who complain about not having anyone.

   


Thursday, November 11, 2004

Well looks like Im gonna kill myself soon . Heh not beacuse Im particlarly depressed, I'm actually quite happy. Saturday was by far the greastest day of my life and why ruin it.

 I went to see Gwar for the second time in less than a week at Mr. Smalls Theater. After I entered the venue, after freezeing my ass off outside in line for an hour to make sure I got a ticket, me and racheal took a seat in one of the pues on the sides of the club. And who should I spy in the crowd why none other than Beefcake The Mighty or Todd Evans as he is know in human form. I hesitated speaking to him first because Im a pussy in the first degree. After Racheal yelled at me I finally grew some balls and approched him. Talk about being the nicest person in the world, Mother Tharesa can go fuck herself, I serouisly talked to him for like 15 mins basically fan boy shit about Gwar. I told him I was on the brink of crying because I was in awe, so he gave me the biggest fucking bear hug I have ever expericed I swear we almost had sex. He evetually had to retreat to the green room and my erection went down after about a good 20 mins. 

Just when I thought my night couldn't get much better it took a giant leap. Me and Racheal migrated to the back of the crowd when All That Remains began and within thier second song who should I glance  walked over and stood behind me the man, the myth, the legend LORD ODERUS URUNGUS or Dave Brockie as he is know in human form. I wet myself. I didn't let this chance to meet the person I look up to most in life leave forever. I approched  him  and shook his hand and proceed to scream "I LOVE YOU" about five time, seeing as the opening band was playing it was a little hard to hear. He said something into my ear but as fate would have it I couldn't hear him. I got a hug and then he left to the green room.I was so fucking amazed it felt like a cruel dream which I was shortly going to wake up from. Finally one of my top five life goals is complete. Greatest day of my life. 


Thursday, October 07, 2004

I'm bored and don't have class tommorrow so why not update my journal!!!! heh whats new, hmmm I suck, wait thats not new. Eh college life for the second year is going better than the first. I have an amazing girlfriend (how amazing you ask?) well she is driving me to Philly to see Gwar's Halloween show, thats right Gwar. Its going to be the single most amazing day of my life. What could be better oh yeah the fact I am going to see them less than a week later in Pittsburgh. The only thing better would be a Turbonergo show but that won't be happening for awhile.  Oh well Im over hypeing myself right now makeing October go that much slower. See you real soon kids


Tuesday, May 25, 2004

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Well here I am one year of college over and done with. I guess Im smarter now or something. I don't feel a whole hell of alot different. I've had my ups and downs (mostly downs). But its over an now I've been home for about 3 weeks now. And I want to go back. Summer depression is hitting me hard. Feels like I've never left Pittsburgh Im back at my depressing job, back hanging the same friends that treat me like shit most of the time unless they can use me for something. I want to be back in school. The only thing keeping me going is Rachael. oh yeah and the fact I will have spending money again. It sucks living off of $10 a week, especially when you smoke. First priority  more tattoos and lots of them. Well thats all for now. So long



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